It sucks to be one, its hard to parent one. I hope one day both my girls know how they are the center of everything that I do, and how deeply and fully they are loved.

Feeling down and hopeless, like I can’t do anything right by my kids. Maybe I just need to get a full time job and let them be raised by strangers. Clearly, I’m not doing a good enough job.

Big. Long. Sigh.