9:16 and everyone is still asleep. Even SB. I guess he wore himself out being cranky and irritable last night with the sitter. We have the best sitter in the world, who also happens to be our friend, and she is so patient and good with him. He cries when we leave, and she just kind of goes on about her business and doesn’t let it get to her like it would most people. Of course, I know she comforts him and tries to love him through it. It’s just the right balance. She’s just so good with him. 

SB really needs to learn that it is okay for mommy and daddy to leave the house for a few hours once in a while. I’m glad that he loves us, but wow. He’s had C coming to sit with him for over a year. You’d think he’d be cool with it by now. 

I had a talk with C last night about what she thinks about the upcoming year of Mother’s Day Out that starts in a few weeks. It gave me some food for thought. I really think it would be good for him to go, but worry it might make any attachement issues worse. I know that I could use a break, but don’t want it to be at the expense of SB. What to do, what to do…